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ini si bapao lagi nangis dikamar gw karena di tinggal maama mandi , xixixix

gw videoin aja seru sih..

sekarang kalo dia ngeliat video ini cuma bengong2 aja , sambil senyum2

Belajar dari suatu masalah

natal sudah semakin deket dan para panitia natal yang udah kebentuk udah pasti mempersiapkan hal2 yang diperlukan, gak terkecuali seksi doa..
dia mengadakan doa untuk naatal kita , natal pemuda.
tapi yang salah dari dia, dia mengadakan doa tanpa musyawarah dari para panitia dan dia mengadakan doa itu atas inisiatif dia sendiri..
dia mau mengadakan doa itu hari mnggu setelah ibadah remaja ga kebayang remaja aja selesai ibadah jam 6 terus lanjut lagi dengann doa apa mereka ga bosan?
gw aja jujur bosen.
tadinya doa kemaren gw ga mau ikut, gw beerencana unutk pulang aja tapi karena ada someone yang bilang kalo dia diomelin karena pulang malem ya gw menyampaikan aspirasi mereka.
dan ternyta seksi doa tsb engga mau nerima saran dari kita karena dia pikir kapan lagi kta mau ngadain acara doa.
setau gw percuma dia adain doa karena para peserta ga sepenuh hati , dgn bersungut2..
ya karena dia tdk mau mendngarkan ssaran gw , gw ngmg sama om and tante dan mereka juga setuju kok dan mereka deh yang ngmg sama dia.
dan dia juga ga terima , dia malah memusuhi gw karena gw yang komplain masalah itu.
gmana mnrt kalian?
disini siapa yang salah?
dia yang ga dewaasa dan ga  man nerima saran dari orang lain?atau gw yang sok2an memperjuangkan aspirasi adik2 rohani gw.

kenapa mereka ga berani ngmg sama mereka?
gw kasih tau alasnanya,karena mereka tipe orang yg ga mau nerima saran dari orang lain.
dia langsung emosi dan ga mau menerima dgn kepala dingin..
makanya ga ada yng berani negur dia. kalo gw sih ga peduli dia salah yaa harus gw tegur ...
dan gw gatau msalah ini akan seberapa panjang...
untung saat itu gw ga terpancing emosi karena gw ga ngmg aja dia udah nyolot pas ngmg sama tante dan om..
apalagi klo gw ikut2an ngmg bisa tambah nyolot dia.
gw merasa menang disitu karena gw ga terbawa emosi.
gw merasa gw sudah mulai bijak dalam menanggapi masalah dan gw senenng
karena dalam setiap doa gw , gw selalu mnta sama Tuhan kebijaksanaan kaya raja Salomo :)

dan hari sabtu kemaren gw ditugaskan utk buat desain tiket untuk acara pmutarab film di pemuda...
gw and sama seorang yang lain ,, tadinya gw gamau karena males gw ga bisa
tapi setelah liat konsep orang sepertinya gampang dan gw bikin deh..
si om bilangnya hari selasa bawa yaa biar saya liat yaudah gw bawa dan .seklai lagi gw bilang gw merasa menang kerana gw ga emosi kenapa gw bilang gtu? karena dia sangat sensi sekali kemaren..
gw yang memenangkan tugas ini karena om suka dengan desain gw dan dia sangat bekerja dengan lambat..
akhirnya dia pulang dengan kesensiannya itu..
dan bisa dibilang gw merasa bahagia :)
biar tugas yang lain dia aja yang ngerjain gw sih ga mau kerjsaama sama dia..
they are a trouble maker...

dan dari peristiwa ini gw mendapatkan sebuah kata2 yang indah , seperti ini:
" DEWASA ADALAH KETIKA SESEORANG DENGAN BIJAKSANA  MENANGGAPI SEGALA SESUATU DAN MENEMPATKAN EMOSINYA DI SAAT DAN WAKTU YANG TEPAT"

-Nova Gultom -

We are never ever ever getting back together-Taylor Swift

I remember when we broke up
The first time
Saying this is it, I’ve had enough
Because like
We hadn’t seen each other in a month
when you said you needed space
what?
Then you come round again and say
Baby,
I miss you and I swear I’m gonna change
Trust me
Remember how that lasted for a day
I say
I hate you
We break up
You call me
I love you
Ooooh
We called it off again last night
But oooh
This time I’m telling you, I’m telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends
Talk to my friends
Talk to me
But we are never ever ever getting back together
Like… ever
I’m really gonna miss you picking fights
And me
Falling for it screaming that I’m right
And you
Would hide away and find your piece of mind
With some
Indie record that’s so much cooler than mine
Ooooh
You called me up again tonight
But this time
I’m telling you, I’m telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends
Talk to my friends
Talk to me (talk to me)
But we are never ever ever getting back together
Oooh (yeah)
Oooh (yeah)
Oooh (yeah)
Oh oh oh
I used to say
that we were forever, ever
And I used to to say
Never say never
(talking)
Uhh So he calls me up and hes like
‘I used to love you”
I’m just..I mean like this is exhausting you know
We are never getting back together
Like ever
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends
Talk to my friends
Talk to me (talk to me)
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together
We oooh
We oooh
You go talk to your friends
Talk to my friends
Talk to me but we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Price Tag-Jessie J

Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the tale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile

Why is everybody so serious!
Acting so damn mysterious
You got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
Well pay them with love tonight...

It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain't about the (ha) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all UNITE!
And it wasn't low blows and video Hoes,
Am I the only one gettin'... tired?

Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now

ah yeah well, keep the price tag
and take the cash back
just give me six streams and a half stack
and you can keep the cars
leave me the garage
and all I..
yes all I need are keys and guitars
and guess what, in 30 seconds I'm leaving to Mars
yes we leaving across these undefeatable odds
its like this man, you can't put a price on the life
we do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice everynight
so we aint gon stumble and fall never
waiting to see, a sign of defeat uh uh
so we gon keep everyone moving their feet
so bring back the beat and everybody sing
it's not about...

TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS-BRUNO MARS

I’ve been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart’s been done so wrong
I wondered if I’d ever heal again
Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waithing it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins
Yesterday has come and gone
And I’ve learn how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win
Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
Life’s to short to have regrets
So I’m learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

A Thousand Years-Christina Perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Today my life begins

"I’ve been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart’s been done so wrong
I wondered if I’d ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waithing it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it today my life begins"

 today my life begins, kita mulai dari awal lagi untuk mendapatkan hasil yang maksimal.

yang lalu biarlah berlalu , orang yang dulu sangat berarti dihidup gw sekarang menjadi tidak berarti lagi. itulah perbedaan kemaren dan sekarang.

life must go on, keep spirit karena itu semua ga akan ada gunanya kalo diteruskan,adalah orang yang sangat bodoh kalo gw memaksa untuk melanjutkannya.

cukup lama gw terlihat begitu "bodoh' dan gw ga akan mau lagi. ENOUGH!

happiness will fid me, and i believe He has made everything beautiful in it's time, itu aja yang menjadi pedoman dan keyakinan gw.
seperti artikel yang gw baca,gw harus menghargai diri gw sendiri.jangan sampai ada orang yang menyakiti dirimu sendiri.

gw engga tahu kenapa hati gw selalu menolak untuk bisa deket sama dia,gw udah terllanjur sebel sama dia.

mungkin itu juga di dukung sama kelakuan dan sifat dia yang sangat "engga banget".

apapun yang di lakukan dia akan sangat buruk di mata gw.

 dan dia juga sangat tidak dewasa.
apakah cuma gw doang yang berpikiran kaya gitu?
sepertinya tidak.